FEELINGS

FEELINGS

I had been a long time not being happy with life in this world, but it is also not free from the law of nature / cause and effect are done by anyone who is the object of God's creation.
How I go through life weighed each day to how many words were not able to answer all of these. I have to do? I think, that it looks like I'm a different person with another person.
This vacillation in fact if I may be honest begins when doubting the existence of God itself. I really did not feel enlightened, like a black stain glass enclosed so that anyone can not take advantage of the glass.
Life is bitter when many people who treat me well. I do not know if this is a result of lack of gratitude or abnormal, which obviously would be grateful of how and to whom a while before the above-mentioned kind of doubt with the existence of God itself.
Birth of offspring who are not able to actually make me feel more beautiful when this logic goes on as if the pursuit of truth which is not a simplification of text in educational institutions.
Huuuhhh, only hmbusan shortness of breath flowing in and out of the body and soul. Appealed to anyone that this psychiatric stable because it was already not adalagi way that other people will be able to navigate in accordance with these crazy characters. I have to do? There can be no tranquility in this life.
Education from an early age given by the parents, who pursued in boarding schools and colleges as well as lost by the new belief is more difficult then attached to the implementation because it seems to me something that is not easier to do in a society where if it has not become a culture in the venue.
The value is good and bad ever be keyakina since childhood, now seemed upside down and often blame the old beliefs. but I always think about the different basic beliefs, if known by people around will cause a conflict, then as much as I continued to hide this belief as to think that other people do not have the right to know.
Honestly, I feel comfortable with the perceived confidence despite differences with the behavior shows around. Whether a conviction should still be adhered to even if that would cause tremendous conflict in the community? I have to do? Yaaa I please God let me think according to my will until I get the straight path of God the Most Right.

Ooooowwwh God !!!!!!
Joke what you have given in my mind and soul of this?
I almost died with this belief ...............
But whatever happens it is God's will, I also sometimes think let God by itself change anything in this self.
Forgive me God if this is presumptuous.

beautiful
You like a mirage in my little soul that continues to lead the way of thinking into a belief implemented
Have a heart for the goodness is not limited by anything in return for the Holy One also never so
Have sense sometimes against liver and are not necessarily better or worse in the sight of the Lord of the universe
Feel what does it mean when the body of this spirit to leave and not imagine the feeling of being what. Oooh really unimaginable
But beauty is still beauty that others sometimes can not see even a god-level caliber psychologist
Integrity of heart, mind and soul may always be blocked to then know you yaaa Robb